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The pain i felt..
When left all alone..
You never knew..
The comfort i felt..
When you were beside me..
You never knew...
Hey. Today's our anniversary. Was supposed to be our anniversary. How many years was it? 3? 4? I've forgotten. Not that i want to. Just that my memory is becoming bad. I may have some head damage for all i know. Hm. If i'm not wrong it should be 3.5 years running, 3rd anniversary. Didnt see you online. I do hope you rmb what day today is. I just hope you do.
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... and so the story ended with a happy ending. A quiet ending. Let the Spirits guide these 2 souls on their separate ways to the great unknown. An unknown where new events will unfold to a world filled with fantasies and wonders. Till when they meet again, thee shall stay in each other's heart. Never to be forgotten...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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eurtsa wt i hsiwy lterce seme dam tah tyad ot maer dad ahi.. hmm..
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Mark of friendship
This is. The Shoe. This is. Sarah's little rubber shoe. And that shall be our mark of friendship. I think today is the day where i have known Sarah and the rest of the former s03 peeps. Here they are: Aruna, Crystal, Firdaus, Fannie, Fazillah, Fadhillah, Fatimah, Gordon, Jonathan, Jovina, Jie Yun, Kok Tong, Michelle, Qing Yong, Terence, Teng Kuang and of course Sarah. Must be wondering why this one year frenship is valuable to me. The first 3 months in school with these peeps were probably the best time i ever had. I'm sorry if i missed out anyone. Here, i would like to wish everyone good luck with their studies and bless you all. From these peeps, i think i got to know Sarah the best. Even though we're not in the same school anymore, we still kept in contact and in good terms. Don't ask me how. All i can say is, we just clicked? Probably. Sarah's now more like a sister to me now. Like a real sister. What can i say about her. She's a really great person. Just that things dont go her way. I wanna help her, but sometimes i feel so helpless. Just like just now. =( Jie, i know you can do it. i want you to know that you're not alone in this fight okay? Sarah's also the 2nd person who i could have all my trust on. Dont ask me why too. I dont know. Don't try asking her everything abt me though. I'll remind myself to tell her not to tell anyone who asks. =P And it seems we do have quite a number of similarities. Apart from the fact that you dont like animes much. Well yea. And btw, i didnt poison your ice lemon tea. Ok that's all i guess. Thanks again for gougou and the "cveonres als talr" shoe! Is mine the right or left? It comes in a pair right? Lol.
If life is like a wheel, then we are the sand that is crushed in between the cogs.
For our fates, the pen is being brought down. For a place in Uni, the pen is brought down again.
Evil nvr triuumphs. (For u jie)
Have a great year ahead!!!
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Half an hour more to your birthday. I'm just going to send you an sms. And i'll just post it on this blog. I know you wont see it but it doesnt matter. I need somewhere that i can just say it out. Happy Birthday. May you live a blessed life. With or without me. Our principal did made sense. You'd have to do to prove something. Like they say, action speaks louder than words. And promises are nothing. Well ok, maybe not totally nothing. Just have it's small little worth. Crap, i dont think i made sense. Lol.
I've got a really really really nice Jie... I could tell her my feelings, my worries, my thoughts without much difficulty. I can totally crap to her too. =) Haha.. (or should i say Bababa huh, Jie? =P) You know, i seriously want the best for you. I want you to get really good grades for the A levels. I'll help you as much as i possibly can. Jia yous!!! I know u're still struggling with some other stuff, but dont let it affect u much k ? You ARE strong, and u will pass any obstacles. Time's the key.
Man.. i so screwed up my tests... I can't get anything into my head.. Argh.. I tried.. But i guess im not good enough.. Grr.. I'll just try harder. I'm tired. Zzzz.. Goodnights for now.. See ya tml Jie. =D
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Heys Sarah, this post's for you. You keep saying you're fake.. Hm. Let's analyse it. You say u don't want to reveal your real self cos u're scared of being hurt. AGAIN. So, in other words, you're putting on a different "skin" in front of others. Instead of saying you're fake, why don't you say u've changed?? Changed from the old you to the new you? So what's the difference? The old you (im not sure cos i've barely known u for more than a year), my guess is that u're more open and jovial?? heh. Ok the new you is probably more conservative, careful? Yea.. SO, you're not fake.. It's just that you've changed for the better. Right?? Get wat im saying?? im never good at expressing myself. Just do what u like and what u want alright?? It IS a dangerous world out there where bad ppl lurk abt. So sometimes we have to take risks. In conclusion, Sarah, my dear jie, you're not fake. not fake not fake.. And again, thanks alot for Gougou!! It's really damn cute... Hope Squishy'll keep ur phone safe! =)
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Mann.. the song im listening to now is so nice and touching.. I could hear this over and over again.. It's like the umpteenth time im listening to it already today. *And the rain is falling. Here we are, we're at crossroads again~* It's sweet *Is this meant to be. You're asking me..* Is it really meant to be?? *Only love can say~* It would, if u were there. It was just an emoticon someone showed me. Yet it froze me too. I just stared at it. It brought back memories. ShE used it alot. I dont know. I dont want to see that emoticon. It hurts. To the others who are reading this. Dont worry abt putting out the wrong emoticon. I wont mind. Not ur faults. I wish i can drown myself from the thoughts. I know u got ur phone back already. I left u a message to call me and well.. i expected it. u didnt call. But i clung to every hope that u might. I cant help it. Even if u called.. i dont know wat to say. =/ Yea im silly. I love my frens, those who are worthy to be called frens. I love every moment spent with them. I've got a very nice jie, 2 nice meis.. wat else could i ask for. At least they're better than HeR. At least they'd show some concern even if they're busy. *Sigh* I love HeR yet i hate HeR... T.T i'm at crossroads...
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Haix.. I nvr did heard from u.. How long has it been? i didnt count.. =/ Perhaps u've forgotten abt me.. The thought of u pains me yet, i savour the moments we once had.. You've changed. Had a dream.. He called u something i dreaded.. Man.. will there ever be a happy ending?? Like Sarah jie said.. Her situation and mine are similar. However, there is one bit of distinct difference between my situation and sarah's.. Well.. wat can i say.. I'm sad.. How i wish u were back to ur old self.. when i just knew u.. It was a great feeling. It was nice to have known u.
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kael
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